redecor-ed my room, and well.. it's looking cosier than ever.. (inclusive of that yellow light). doesn't feel the same without it though. next.. a new synth, a new canvas painting, more posters, new studio monitors and of course.. new paints.

i know this is gonna sound a lil dated.. but i just got gta san andreas! woohoo! although i don't dig much being a black man runnin' round shooting guns and picking up hookers but.. it's a scream! the only let down though is the 'hot coffee' thing isn't as good as it's raving to be. not that i've gotten that far in the game to try it but the screenshots don't look that appealing to me. oh well.. there's just somethings that are better left to do in real life.

nothin' much up today.. pretty fuckin' boring (and hot) day and to top it all off, the mrt that i was on jammed up halfway on my way home.. wasting a grand total of ten mins, also reminding me why i hate taking public transport. what about it? well, mostly filled with office workers (if you're on it at the peak hours) trying to squeeze their motherfucking way through even though you're trying to get out, people that refuse to move the middle of the train even though there's no fucking space at the doors (and you can't get in).. shit like that. seems like all that 'educational videos' the government's sending out doesn't seem to be working at all. i mean like.. what the fuck? you look old enough to think and you're still hoggin' up the space at the door?! move on and have a little courtesy you maggots! there are many other issues as well.. social issues that is. but i don't think i'll go into that now. no mood, no time, tired as fuck. i think i'll kick or shove (or something!) the next time i'm on public transport, old people and all, i can't give a flying fuck.

i'm tired of this shithole. i need to get away soon before i go insane.