The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Thursday, October 13, 2005
-11:15 PM
finally! it's all done! my entire bulk of videos is finally done! and now.. all i'm left to look forward to is to clear all the off-s for the rest of the year. which means... i'll be freeeeeeee~! well.. only from november. but hey, it's a start.
'the loudest sound' (working title) has finally gone through and the director is pleased with it. she seems to like it pretty much so she's asking me to churn out more pieces. excellent stuff! let's hope everything goes well.. the movie released, and the soundtrack too! that way, i can finally put my name on a cd!!!!!! i'm so fucking excited! although, to be honest, i wanted my dance cd to get out first, but what the hell.. if something has to get out, something has to get out. never expected my classical side to come out first though! that's a first! and i keep praying.. ahh yes.. composed by: marcus performed by: marcus ... oh man.. how sweet will that be. i wish, and i hope it'll happen! after that, it's gonna be my dance cd to the record labels and goddamn i'll make it good. let's hope my road to fame and fortune starts soon.
i've so much things to say, but i wanna go sleep. ha! hmm.. i want to say something controversial, but i'll save it for another day when my vocabularies in my head ain't sleeping.
nights!
