The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Monday, November 28, 2005
-4:27 PM
it draws nearer and i can feel it coming. i can hardly wait! for next year that is... so many things happening. too many things. but none are confirmed whatsoever.. everything else is just planned out in my head. as usual.. everything's happening in my head while everything else around me (physically) dies. screw this world, who gives a good god damn anyways. yes, if you haven't noticed, i've a rather dim view of humanity. tell me, when you've seen some ugly sides of it, who wouldn't?
my dad's trying to turn me christian again. i'm not scoffing at it as i would have 2 years ago. but i'm just trying to register it in my brain. it seems a little hard.. really. and don't even bother to ask why it is... it just.. is.
the countdown begins. watch this space in the months to come. not much updates, but one major big bomb comin'. comin' comin' comin' my way.
- the defiler
