The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
-12:49 AM
a wise person has enlightened me on the meaning of life. what is that meaning? well.. there are a few actually. it's a combination of everything i've heard and seen so far in the past 2 weeks and i've concluded my find.
we live life and continue working like a dog because
- we fear a sense of loss.
- we want personal gain.
against any adversary
- you only get smarter by playing a smarter opponent.
- the more sophisticated the game, the more sophisticated the opponent.
- there is no avoiding a war. it can only be postponed to the advantage of your enemy.
on business, money
- rule one of any banker. protect your investment.
on general
- the worst enemy will hide in the last place you'll ever look.
most are taken from a good movie i've watched recently. rather insightful i might say. and some are taken from the sayings of a really wise man. the word has been passed to me. i've been.. somewhat enlightened.
somewhat.
i feel a change coming. something big. i don't know if it's good or bad.. in the next 6 months from now, something's gonna happen. to me of course. and i don't know if it's going to be a good thing. i hope it's good..
who doesn't?
never. never forget the rules.