The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Monday, March 20, 2006
-9:50 PM
why.. why.. why.. time is always against us. why keep me waiting? we could do so much more. yes, i'm thinking of you while listening to 'unchained melody'. haha! do you not know how much i think of you?
now now, we've been up to something we never expect us to do. my own little version of 'pieces in modern style'. currently just 2 pieces which sound brilliant. bach's 'air on g string' and ludwig van's 'moonlight sonata'. i'm thinking, we're thinking of adding one more. barber's 'adagio for strings', but of course, that's being too literal. (to those who know of course)
i need more money.
this time, imma make it happen. imma get my wheels and nothing's gonna stop me @ gettin' it. no fucking one. cause why? i'm sick and tired of watching people zip by in their little vehicle.
currently, the time to my liberation stands @ 140 days. 140 days. sigh. that's way too long. god help me. ...and no, i ain't gonna start bitching again. probably next time.
