listen: dj tiesto - forever today

my little tribute to tiesto. we were talking about tiesto today and how famous he is, and of course, everyone else that's famous in between. a friend of ours working @ mos told me he's coming down soon and to double confirm, i received a little mail update from mos asking me to book my tix. i'm not going.. first cause i don't like his in search of sunrise series and secondly, i don't really dig going to clubs now. i guess i'm a little too old for that. or maybe because i just wanna save money. either ways, i just don't feel up to it. weird innit?

i wish somehow, someway, i could be lucky.. just like tiesto. famous just like him and of course, get offered to play at clubs just he can. but that is only a wish.. right here right now, it's all about gettin' through army and surviving after that in the rat race. it's sad, but it's true.

i really don't know, but for some reason.. i feel kinda helpless. i guess we'd all feel it someday. on random days when we're bored and we think too much. on days where you just feel the weight of the world on your shoulders. responsibilities and all that shit. somedays you just want everything to STOP. but you know you can't. time waits for no man, and to stop for awhile is a waste of time... somewhat. no, i cannot. you can't stop even before you've started. and sometimes, all you can do is just to drag your feet through the mire and hope that the next day will bring greater joy.