The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Thursday, May 25, 2006
-3:21 AM
my new mobile music machine has arrived. therefore i've been busy. hell yeah.. made it into a drum machine, a sampler and a sequencer. and my drum research is almost done. bass research is over and well.. i need to get down to the mainframe. tweaking, editing, monitoring, listening.. etc. sounds alright to me. tomorrow's the last and final day before everything has to come into place. i hope i can be diligent enough. i hope.
busy busy busy!
another day passes and i'm closer to leaving the service. just done my 3rd last duty and i'm awaiting my 2nd last this coming saturday. the duty officer's a friend so i'm hoping it's gonna be a blast. pizzas, cokes.. whatever. nonstop entertain. or alternatively, we could just sleep through the entire thing and try to forget that we're spending a weekend in camp doing shit.
i never knew that gettin' a car would mean that i have think of so many things.. other than road tax, insurance, season parking, fuel, instalments.. there's even the parf value to think about. and on top of that, to get a car that's fast and a sight to behold. bloody hell. if i had it my way, i'd be driving my del sol right fucking now. but then again, practicality counts.
fuck.
and so... tomorrow. the last day before i piece all the parts together. i'm hoping it'll be good. that it'll be smashing..
wish me luck.
...and a hell lot of patience.
