The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Friday, May 12, 2006
-7:10 AM
pictures from yesterday's doings.. or (undoings) @ murphy's where everything went totally.. well, almost outta hand.

a rare picture. and just before the 'games'.

the games begin.. for those who don't know. it's an old school game where a coin is placed in the middle of a drink (preferably alcoholic) and the players take turns burning parts of the the tissue paper till the coin drops into the glass. the loser, or the one who dropped the coin in his attempt, empties the glass... in this case, it's guinness.

..somewhat near the end of the game. you can imagine how much ash and crap are in the drink. apparently according to them, it smells.. terrible.
take a look..

and it's not cookies and cream. those black stuff are the ashes from the tissue paper. wtf...

..and the end. hussin, the first victim of the night. of course, there were many 'rounds'. they all got their share of ash.
i thank god i wasn't playing though. and the end of that particular day.. which ended up with me, hussin and andrew @ irc. which before that we were all (minus norman) eating @ mac's @ forum where we met a very interesting person - a half-drunk, pissed off, ditched and (i.m.o) slutty-looking girl with a bad new york-ian accent. it wasn't exactly all that bad though. it was free entertainment, so to speak. and according to guru, she was wearing a black underwear which she didn't mind showing off to everyone. all i know is her articulation is good.. especially for the word: fuck. a 'fuck' with a massive 'K'. so it came out like.. fucK you. massive articulation on the 'K' word. interesting nonetheless.
lord of the rings: battle for middle earth 2 is fun!
next day...
it started real late for me though. around.. err.. 8pm? like.. really woke up. it's crazy i know. met up @ hmv where i saw tiesto's 'live at the gelodrome' or something like that. (i gotta get that someday) and then met up andrew, kavin, soph and auz for
m:i 3. which didn't really suck, 'cept for the ending. it was better than m:i 2! which in my opinion, was a complete and fuck-waste of money. before that.. coffee club. where i've found my favorite drink that is almost available at any coffee joint. almost.
after 2 days in a row of earl grey.. i've decided that it's gonna be my drink of choice. and of course, the perfect companion.

it was good. the tea i mean. but we saw something which.. well.. didn't really strike a good chord. from coffee club.

it was weird. but it's management.. so oh well. probably too many people asking for free water. which is pretty understandable. i'd do the same if i was management. like get to cheapo assholes to drink water from the toilet tap if they got no money to pay for a proper drink. alternatively, there's a huge fountain just inside coffee club, so they can get their drinks from there. losers.

after the movie was samar. and of course, too much coffee places in one day. the place was so fucking chill that some of us actually fell asleep. and maybe it's because of the 'ambience' or something, but the stuff was kinda over priced? but really.. the place is really chill. the place we were sitting at kinda inspired me to give my room a little make over. ahh well.. either that or i'll do that when i get my own place.

god.. i sure love those lights.
and that concludes another day of coming home @ 6 plus am. not very good for health, but hey.. we only live once. and later.. we is be checking into a party @ a hotel room!
laters.