The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
-7:53 AM
i already feel the change in me. i've yet to ask whether it's for the good or the bad. has the music engulfed me? or is it eating me from the inside? i don't want to know. i just want to get this done and over with. i suddenly don't feel enthusiastic about it anymore. i don't know why... i should be. but i guess it's taking its toll on me. every single waking minute i think of how to make it better. to tweak it to a point where i hear it and i know it's perfect.
who i am kidding. there's no such thing as a perfect song.
and there's this thing about camp. i thought when i'm clearing i won't be disturbed... anymore. it couldn't be further from the truth. recall manning, ffi, dental checkups, favours etc. fucking hell.
but then...
anyways...
here it is, the 'mostly confirmed' tracklist -
1 - Soundcheck
2 - Intro:
Genesis & Forever Today
3 - Euphoria 3.44
4 - Rage my Dream (Move cover)
5 - Session Part ii (Linkin Park cover)
total run time should be about 25mins - 30mins
i hope my sanity and strength hold out.
