The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Thursday, June 28, 2007
-5:00 PM
listening:
gary numan - hybrid
maybe things are not as bad as i think they are. or maybe they really are. only heaven knows. the only thing i know is that i'm so close to just letting it slip and allowing myself to revert to who i was. perhaps that's the real me isn't it? or perhaps i'm just another hybrid of my own design. sad but true. i'm so tired of hanging on... can i let go and fall to my death now?