The Kill
what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in your face
what would you do?
what if i fell to the floor
couldn't take all this anymore
what would you do?
i tried to be someone else
but nothing seemed to change
i know now, this is who i really am inside
falling from myself
falling for a chance
i know now, this is who i really am
kill
break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you
look in my eyes
you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you
Friday, September 14, 2007
-12:28 AM
[extinction]
playlist:
emigrate - my world
today i received bad news. twice. 2 of my friends just ended their relationship
with their partners. well, it's a tough life as it is and it's quite a sorry sight to see people
having to go thru shit like that. and the scary part was that they seemed really
happy together with their partners. my sympathies to them.
such things just gets to you, especially when they are your close friends. (well one
of them is a close friend, the other just someone i just knew)
it's really hard when you've given your all and still it remains so fragile. a wrong word,
a wrong action, a wrong person at the wrong time, and everything will just fall and
crumble to pieces. everything that tried so hard to build up can just be destroyed in
a blink of an eye.
at times like this i just feel really vulnerable. it's like living in a world that's all so
fragile. it'll be good to have some love at a time like this... although it still doesn't change
that we live in a cruel, ruthless world.
...but it won't hurt to have a little love shown to you yes?
[modificato]
i just got hit by an unknown person about a day ago. i curse the fella that hit my car
and ran away. i hope you fucking get killed on the roads.
the good thing is, it's not that bad... well, my license plate came off a little so i'm gonna
get it fixed this saturday. along with other accessories as well, i hope.
[conclusion]
i don't want to stop loving, i don't want to stop being loved. i hope this can go on for as
long as it can last. yes, it feels good to be loved. and i hope that history won't ever, ever
repeat itself again.
can't fault me for being afraid eh...?
good night.
